Scott and I are numb after this last MRI. Sunday we went to church. I asked the Pastor for special prayer so after the service we went to the prayer room where they prayed for Scott. Everyone in the prayer room cried even the Pastor. Scott kept saying" I just don't understand" My heart is broken and sadly I have questioned my faith.
My mom has Scott on every prayer chain in every state that she knows someone. I feel guilty because I am just to exhausted to pray.
I don't understand why bad things happen to good people. I don't understand when Scott takes a step forward why he gets knocked back three. I don't understand why we are being tested time after time after time.
My mom always says that God never puts more on you than you can handle. I don't know if I agree with that anymore. I think it has gotten to the point where we are just going through the motions,
waiting for the doctors to tell us our next move, our next course of treatment.
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