Wednesday, March 04, 2009

Rollercoaster Of Events

Scott is really depressed/frustrated over the fact that he still is dragging around his leg and arm.
I suggested me helping him with working his leg. Last night was my first night as a physical therapist.It makes me nervous not being really sure what I am doing. For instance I clipped the weight to a belt that went around Scott's shoe and then I stood up. I'm looking at Scott - Scott's looking at me..Uh Dalana you have to make my leg move. Oh yeah... That's one of the problems he can not making his leg bend like he is marching. There is one exercise that he does sitting where he extends his leg and that one he does really well.
Scott's state of mind really concerns me right now. He has lost a lot of weight. It is really starting to take it's toll on him and breaks my heart. Sometimes I feel so helpless and we both are on an emotinal rollercoaster.
We went to funeral for a 27 year old girl , whose life was taken from cancer. Not a good thing for Scott and I to do but, because it was a family that we've been close to since the 70's. Me and my family set up a hanger that the family owned for the family and friends to come back to after the funeral. There were so many people that after the first hundred people, you didn't even see people's faces but love that all the people had for this family. The events hit to close to home.
I did meet a man, who worked for the pentagon. He asked me to give Blake his e-mail and he would walk him through the steps for flight school. I passed the information to Blake and he was estactic. He was just talking to his Sgt. just on Tuesday and I had no idea he was even interested. If he is accepted it will put him 7 hours from home.
I believe he was put in my path for reason. Out of 200+ people he was the one I met. I have been doing alot of soul searching and feel that God is really working in my life.

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